Sunday, May 10, 2009

And Then That Was It.


I almost had to blink twice.

To make sure it was you sitting there.

But I was sure I made no mistake.
After all, how many times have I seen that familiar face, hair and that black jacket.

I walked slowly and carefully towards you.

At first, it was surprised to see you there, after you have declined to come.
Then there was shocked, to see the person next to you.
I managed to conceal both of it, by faking a smile.
Next there's humiliation because I thought there was no one else but me.
Finally, I let the hurt and pain washed through me all over again.

Because I should have known.


I saw the slight shocked spread all across your face. 

You were nervous too.

Because bumping into us had never cross your mind.
You masked it pretty well, but it was obvious, even to the others.

But why?


My whole body was shivering from the cold, but my face was hot with tears.



I wander around, and came across this.


Please, I had enough.
I deserve my own fairytale happy ending.

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